I haven’t been blogging regularly as of late. But I assure you, this blog is still up and running. There is a lot going on in my life right now. For one thing, school schedule have been pretty crazy as of late. Exams are just around the corner, and I still haven’t wrap my head around the fact that this would be my last semester that I would be spending my time in school.
I only have 20 days left to my final written exam paper of my entire undergrad life. After that, my final semester would be spend in a lab (hopefully) doing my final year project and coming out with a thesis before I finally graduate. The thought of graduation haven’t really sunk in yet and I will definitely write (at considerable length) and reflect on my 4-year journey in NTU. I suspect that I would have a lot of things to write once my exams are over, and I would very much like to see myself using the time I have during the short vacation to, hopefully pause and do some serious reflection on what I have done these past 4 years and where I would lead my life in the next 5 years. It is about time I spend more time thinking about all these things. My next phase in life is about to begin and right now, it is a very scary thought indeed. I have to be honest with myself; I am absolutely not prepared. I think I would be that kind of person who would wonder around aimlessly in life for the next couple of years. I have always been a late bloomer, and I hope I could at least find some directions in life by listening to my heart once the school semester is over.
More importantly however, as far as writing my blog is concerned, I would really like to use the time to look back at my life, to see my past mistakes and achievements, to see my strengths and weaknesses as a person. I also want to dedicate a page to all the people I have met that have made a huge contribution in becoming who I am today. Surely, without them nudging me this way and that, I wouldn’t have made it this far to arrive at my day of graduation. It might seem premature at this moment, especially when it is still half a year away from my actual graduation, but since I have some time, I would like to use this opportunity nonetheless. 2013 is gonna be a rough year for me. It is a year where I made a huge transition, getting away from school life and out in the working world. And I hope I could find the strength and encouragement to get me through next year smoothly. It is gonna be tough, but given enough preparation, I am determine to see this through.